I can t believe how out of shape I am!! I, Sydney Screams, am your girlfriend, and I just got home from a run looking worn out and like I ve pushed my own limits. I used to go for runs all the time, but I stopped for a while. Today was my first run in ages! I don t know if you ve realized this, but I think I ve put on a lot of weight recently. I think it s your fault, because you ve been cooking all of my meals lately... I guess I don t mind, but I wish my clothes fit better! My yoga pants and sports bra are digging into my plump body, giving me a wicked muffin top. When I got out of bed this morning, I decided that it was time to work on getting back down to my previous, skinny weight. After taking that run though, I m not too sure anymore. What if I just... didn t try to lose the weight? Do you still think I m sexy, even with my big belly? I m considering just not trying to lose the extra pounds I ve packed on, instead letting my body stay looking pudgy and plump like this. I think m